It's been a busy month for me in many spheres - one of those "Trying to figure things out" kind of months. And I've been given a lot of disjointed thoughts that I don't know how to express, based on a variety of topics. So pardon if this feels like disjointed rambling at some point. And a lot of it is just general complaining at the wind with my own frustrations.
Imagine that you go to a restaurant and you order something, let's say the steak. Maybe you liked it, maybe you didn't. It's really irrelevant. However, the people at the restaurant assume that every time you're going to come into the restaurant you're going to order steak. It's two years later, you've even become a vegetarian, but whenever you sit down at that restaurant they've already got the steak for you in the oven. And then they get offended when you go to some other restaurant.
It sounds far-fetched and kind of random, but that's generally how I feel when I come across some of the criticism against me. Like, I've run i